Today started bad.
I woke up in a good mood. I went to get breakfast for my sick baby who was still sleeping. We had a loving breakfast and that's when I asked if he was coming to dinner with my family as he promised. And he tried to back out, saying he was sick.
And so I lost it.
I went around his house making a din, getting entirely ignored by him till I slammed his gate on my way out. He rushed to the door calling oi then calmly went back in after realizing I didn't take my bag.
Anyway, I cooled down and went back to his place only to see him play Dota. I threatened to unplug the game he was in the middle of. And he said to give him five minutes so I did. I laid on his bed and started crying and he came over to hug it all better again.
We headed to his kitchen to get water and he tried to kiss me but I started crying again and ran into the room without him and he just calmly continued making iced milo. He came back in after a bit and kept cuddling me and promising me everything's gonna be okay while offering me ice milo awww.
I kept crying and saying I love him then crying again and again and what is wrong with me today.
Eventually, I finished crying and we watched our movie for a bit before my customers bugged me for a meetup and I burst into waterworks again, saying I just wanted to spend time with him and my hoops and not deal with this and he offered to clear them for me and God, how does he handle the wreck I am so lovingly all the time?
We headed out for lunch. He happily strutted to me with a tray of Popeye's saying we caught them on their self declared Popeye's day and so everything was on a special price. And then he disappeared for a bit to smoke and I waited around upset.
Right before he left for home and me to my studio, he adorably whispered he got me a cookie and pointed to the bag. And as he walked away, he smiled this stupid smile and said, "I scared you go buy again!" and it was extra thoughtful because I really was making my way to the cookie place :D
And the whole day I kept looking at my cookie and smiling hehe.
Even after a day of suffering the brunt of my tantrums over nothing he's done, he's still trying to make me smile. I spent the rest of the day telling him to keep staying sick if it means it makes him this extra sweet to me heh heh.
I woke up in a good mood. I went to get breakfast for my sick baby who was still sleeping. We had a loving breakfast and that's when I asked if he was coming to dinner with my family as he promised. And he tried to back out, saying he was sick.
And so I lost it.
I went around his house making a din, getting entirely ignored by him till I slammed his gate on my way out. He rushed to the door calling oi then calmly went back in after realizing I didn't take my bag.
Anyway, I cooled down and went back to his place only to see him play Dota. I threatened to unplug the game he was in the middle of. And he said to give him five minutes so I did. I laid on his bed and started crying and he came over to hug it all better again.
We headed to his kitchen to get water and he tried to kiss me but I started crying again and ran into the room without him and he just calmly continued making iced milo. He came back in after a bit and kept cuddling me and promising me everything's gonna be okay while offering me ice milo awww.
I kept crying and saying I love him then crying again and again and what is wrong with me today.
Eventually, I finished crying and we watched our movie for a bit before my customers bugged me for a meetup and I burst into waterworks again, saying I just wanted to spend time with him and my hoops and not deal with this and he offered to clear them for me and God, how does he handle the wreck I am so lovingly all the time?
We headed out for lunch. He happily strutted to me with a tray of Popeye's saying we caught them on their self declared Popeye's day and so everything was on a special price. And then he disappeared for a bit to smoke and I waited around upset.
Right before he left for home and me to my studio, he adorably whispered he got me a cookie and pointed to the bag. And as he walked away, he smiled this stupid smile and said, "I scared you go buy again!" and it was extra thoughtful because I really was making my way to the cookie place :D
And the whole day I kept looking at my cookie and smiling hehe.
Even after a day of suffering the brunt of my tantrums over nothing he's done, he's still trying to make me smile. I spent the rest of the day telling him to keep staying sick if it means it makes him this extra sweet to me heh heh.
Hoops was a riot and I LOVED IT and I need more tricks tricks tricks LET ME FLY FOREVER, I NEVER WANNA LAND EVER.
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