Built like a prize stallion

Today was an upsetting day for me.

In a nutshell, I under-performed for pole class because my app didn't state that this was a performance class and so the girls were truly showgirls, ready to showcase their routine next week. They are on week 7 of intermediate. I am a beginner. Guess who felt like a total fucking loser.

Went straight to Gabriel's and started moping while he did his best to lift my spirits. He talked fondly about the first time I tricked him into admitting he loved me even though I refused to say it back and how could I not smile?

I pouted very much throughout the night and he attended to me very much accordingly :)

Master of my tantrums

Today started bad.

I woke up in a good mood. I went to get breakfast for my sick baby who was still sleeping. We had a loving breakfast and that's when I asked if he was coming to dinner with my family as he promised. And he tried to back out, saying he was sick.

And so I lost it.

I went around his house making a din, getting entirely ignored by him till I slammed his gate on my way out. He rushed to the door calling oi then calmly went back in after realizing I didn't take my bag.

Anyway, I cooled down and went back to his place only to see him play Dota. I threatened to unplug the game he was in the middle of. And he said to give him five minutes so I did. I laid on his bed and started crying and he came over to hug it all better again.

We headed to his kitchen to get water and he tried to kiss me but I started crying again and ran into the room without him and he just calmly continued making iced milo. He came back in after a bit and kept cuddling me and promising me everything's gonna be okay while offering me ice milo awww.

I kept crying and saying I love him then crying again and again and what is wrong with me today.

Eventually, I finished crying and we watched our movie for a bit before my customers bugged me for a meetup and I burst into waterworks again, saying I just wanted to spend time with him and my hoops and not deal with this and he offered to clear them for me and God, how does he handle the wreck I am so lovingly all the time?

We headed out for lunch. He happily strutted to me with a tray of Popeye's saying we caught them on their self declared Popeye's day and so everything was on a special price. And then he disappeared for a bit to smoke and I waited around upset.

Right before he left for home and me to my studio, he adorably whispered he got me a cookie and pointed to the bag. And as he walked away, he smiled this stupid smile and said, "I scared you go buy again!" and it was extra thoughtful because I really was making my way to the cookie place :D

And the whole day I kept looking at my cookie and smiling hehe.

Even after a day of suffering the brunt of my tantrums over nothing he's done, he's still trying to make me smile. I spent the rest of the day telling him to keep staying sick if it means it makes him this extra sweet to me heh heh.

Hoops was a riot and I LOVED IT and I need more tricks tricks tricks LET ME FLY FOREVER, I NEVER WANNA LAND EVER.

My spelling bee king

I am a very needy girlfriend.

I guarantee you I wasn't like this before. I could go for days without seeing my boyfriend and weeks without a happy time.

But with Gabriel, all I want to do is be around him all the time and hump his brains out. Or vice versa. It's vice versa more often because he's the strongest man I know. Is that too much information?

Anyway, I woke up earlier than him today and he made me promise to make breakfast so to do that, I skipped morning yoga for the first time in a week!

It felt so good dear Jesus thank you for giving me this lazy boyfriend and in turn giving me my solid-wife-material excuse to laze home with him. We even went the extra mile to to laze, getting out of the house just to get ice cream and huddling back home to escape from the sun.

Headed over to Lydia's birthday buffet after!



















He jokingly said we shouldn't get married so soon because he'd have to start handing out angbaos. And in the overwhelming heat of moment, I agreed and said I'd like to postpone our engagement indefinitely. And he got seriously concerned and kept pacifying me.

In the middle of my beloved xiao long baos, he suddenly looked at me and my eyes color got caught in the light of the window, so he insisted on taking a photo to capture me like that. And my heart melted into a little puddle.







I really do have this sweetest man.

After that, my darling man decided he was full and agreed (grudgingly) to send me to my yoga studio! Yay this is what my boyfriend is for!









We were early so I told him I know a place with good air con and seats and he legit thought it was a cafe and laughed when I led him to the museum instead.























Isn't he the cutest thing!!!









No we are not classy museum goers we are just classy air con seekers.

Also he made me pout over something, I cannot remember. And because he upsetted me so much, I decided to stay in that face for five minutes. He endearingly went, "Aww why you pout so much?" and snapped a photo hehe:



Anyway, he left for home and me to Strala for Strong.

It was a fucking good session. I always knew I could do a crow so it wasn't a challenge. But it was transitioning from a crow to a tripod stand that was hard. I still can't do it without help. But at least I know how to practice for it now!







After this I impulsively went to shower despite having a hot yoga session minutes after this. And I paid for it right away because I realized I had no towel.

So yes I hopped like an idiot in the shower trying to get as much water off me as possible and God how did I survive to 22 even.

I miraculously managed to find a bus from Strala straight to One Wellness after my shower mishap so hey, LIFE IS A BALANCE OF FORTUNES.











I will split OR BE SPLIT ONE DAY.

I'm not kidding. If it takes me getting smite in half by lightning to just have a taste of a perfect side split, I'LL DO IT. No qualms about it at all. But anyway, hot yoga was fucking terrible because Strala's strong drained me well and so I was fucking glad baby met me to help me home.

I was in the sorest mood the entire night over my pained feet.

Towards the end of the night, I took off my shoes and threw them in the middle of the road and stormed off. And despite me doing that, he calmly picked up my shoes after me and met me at his door, where I was sitting on the ground crying, to hug me and tell me everything's gonna be okay.

And to cheer me up, he left me a new note on his bedpost.

P I M P 

I am the luckiest girl alive.