I'm surprised to be admitting it but I love this new job. It doesn't have the incredible freedom of Amnig, the impress factor of Sport Singapore, the non-stop lavishing of free media gifts of Weekender, but it is stable. Ridiculously, rock stable.
Is that what I look for now? Stability at the workplace?
I suppose that isn't too bad.
Maybe it was the idea of seeing Gabriel straight after work. He always attempt making the effort to pick me up from work but thus far, he has not succeeded lol. But today, he did it! My favorite man is best served hot.
Usually we'd head back to Ang Mo Kio but he brought up the treat I owed him (I have an excess in savings this month due to my surprise back-salary) and so we ended up at Ambush:
Soft shell crab risotto and Oktober platter with the lover.
I was aching for risotto after my delightful media lunch yesterday so I settled for this. The crab was well done but the risotto got tiresome after a few bites. I think it's because it was prepared with truffle oil, which I don't take well to.
We didn't talk much throughout dinner and I didn't understand why. It eventually led to me sulking when we reached his place, resulting to a fight. I left his room and went to lie on the sofa till he came out to get me. I refused to move so he had to scoop me up in his arms.
Sometimes, when I think about his three-month sail, I'm convinced I'm better off leaving him and dating someone more present.
But then, he'd pat my head as I pretend to sleep and I'd peek through the blanket to look at him. He'd be staring at me sleep and he'd smile and kiss me and I'd be unable to imagine life in any universe without him again.
I truly am blessed.
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