The hottest man alive

I have won the highest praise of all. 

You hugged me and ran your fingers across the curve of my shoulders to my hip. You said you could feel all my ribcage bones now. And I told you I wanna be so skinny that I'll disappear. And you held me and told me never to do that.

And I loved you again.









Dinner was sushi with my favourite man.

We were early for my hot yoga class. I intended to meet him at Ang Mo Kio Hub because I knew he was tired from work, but my darling man insisted on going over to Suntec, where my class is. And I couldn't change his mind.

So, full from our meal with plenty of time to kill, we walked around Suntec like an old couple, talking about everything and anything. Particularly about Star Wars. I told him I could fucking orgasm to Ewan McGregor saying "YOU WERE THE CHOSEN ONE!" and he nodded solemnly.

He tried to describe how he found that whole scene, but he couldn't find the words. I found them all for him. Raw, I said. And he smiled and kissed me. He dropped me off outside my studio and begun his lonely journey home.

I reached his place late after my session. He was lounging about, having just returned not too long ago because he sillyly took the longer way from Suntec. He watched me change into his clothes and whispered.

"I'm going to use you."

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And with that, you lapsed into the beast of a man I love so fucking much.

Your strength, God your strength; it's almost as if you were born to play this role. Everything you did fell perfectly within our deranged parameters. I loved it. I love you. As you held me I begged you to never ever leave me. And you breathed me in and said you would never.

You fell asleep right after our love and I tidied up your room for you. I had some deals to close but right after, I snuggled next to you. You were having a bad dream and kept sleep-shouting. I patted your chest and you stopped growling. You drifted back to sleep and I wrapped your arms around me.

But I grazed your arm past my butt, and suddenly you were awake and hungry again. With the strength of a heavy lifter, you pushed me upwards and kissed me roughly, before shoving me back down. And I knew I could never leave you. Even in your sleep, you knew exactly how I deserve to be done.

You are the most skilled abuser and lover I ever had.

And I will never leave you.