Been stuck at 40kg for the longest time.
I have been begging my baby abs to come out and show themselves but obviously my exorcism isn't hardcore enough so don't worry, Mummy will put in more punishing hours on the pole and at everywhere else that doesn't bore me lol.
Also I'm still on my pill, as is Gabriel. His progress isn't as prominent as mine because I truly had a week where I starved miserably and I think my body is still traumatized over it. And so now whatever I feed it, it gets upset and purges it. So I end up feeling simultaneously full and empty.
What a fantastic system, I love you body.
I like this series because my grandma and I had matchy hand actions hehe.
My intensely shy uncle and unapologetic ally outspoken aunt!
I would never understand why they are both unmarried. They both have high earning power, they are filial to a fault, they are generously doting on their nieces/ nephews (me!) and god, tell me they don't look like they came straight out of a H&M: Asian Ah? catalog.
But anyway, my first aunt (not pictured) came over early today and despite all the tumultuous events that have been plaguing her and her family, she was fiercely optimistic, cracking jokes at her situation and letting a healthy bitchiness shine through.
Man my family is tough as nails hehe.
Also, my grandma and aunt found out I was still taking slimming pills and so decided to jointly, with my willing participant mum, convince me that I was losing so much weight that I have lost my ass. My grandma gestured to the air behind my ass and said, "See? Get smaller already. No ass liao."
This is dangerous they know exactly what makes me cry save me Jesus.
My starring cloth, and an extra!
Hehe. Gabriel is terrified of my baby cloth. It's been with me since I was a baby and I really really really hate washing it so whenever he refuses to get up, I'd use the cloth and try to smear it on him and he'd get the fuck out of bed real quick.
He hung out with my family for a bit and when my aunt tried to change her birthday cake over a small matter, he adorably followed them out of the door only to realize I'm too lazy to join and block-headedly walked back to me hehe.
Rest of the night was spent on Attack on Titans and I am not a big fan of the show anymore. Gabriel kept trying to explain the show while I kept obsessing over Carousell and after a while, he gave up and we went home to sleep.
I think I re-ignited my Carousell addiction. I was so concerned with the upcoming deals of the week that I couldn't sleep till I replied the final 3.30am inquiry. And even then I couldn't sleep because I was plagued by a bad tummy all night.
So since I couldn't sleep, I would bother snoring Gabriel.
I tried to hold his hand and in his sleep, he held my hand and dragged me with surprising force to his side of the end. Then he sloppily kissed my hand a few times before snuggling it to sleep. And I was contently trying to drift off too but my phone beeped so I went off.
Then again, I tried to hug his shoulders and lick his ears and he stroked my head quickly before protectively pushing my face down on his shoulder as he continued sleeping. And I happily tried drifting off again but my phone beeped.
And then again, I tried to hold his hand and he bought it to his lips, kissed it, then put it back on his tummy. And of course my phone beeped so I went off again.
And finally, I decided to sleep for real after the final serious inquiry and so I went to spoon him. He violently threw my legs off him but kissed my hand to sleep again and I decided for the latter kindness, I shall not murder him in his sleep.
Woke up kissy and huggy and groggy and happy.
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