With the family @ ikea today.





Happy family day.

I saw a lot of future ideas for my flat and I never realized the insane stress an empty room puts on you. For me at least, if I end up messing up my flat, I will never bother stepping in again. I'll sleep at mac's heh.

What I want most of all is probably a wall where I can draw and write whatever the hell I want. Then I can write my beloved quotes and draw nonsense as usual and it'd better be a good collage.

I think I'll completely scrape a dining table. And I think I'd want a small home, a shoe-box apartment. Then I would have nothing to clean and The Husband will not be able to bring another woman home without her accidentally knocking a small corner and crying and me running out of bed to beat her up.

Gave up meeting x for my family day and now I'm missing him very much. Can't wait for the weekend! This is feeling fuzzy and warm. I'm dating an army man again! I must start planning superb civilian weekends.

I need some sleep
It can't go on like this
I tried counting sheep
But there's one I always miss
Everyone says I'm getting down too low
Everyone says you just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go

- Eels, I Need Some Sleep

My newest, saddest song on my phone.