Today was kbox and me spending at her every whim. I can't believe I struggled from the comfort haven of my kbox room to kfc and back just because the dudette was hungry. And what was she doing the whole time! Dancing to "fantastic baby". BIRTHDAY VOIDED DEATH WISH.
She abused her kitty films for today heh.
So anyway, we just placed a big order with 65daigou and I hope to god they're reliable and my things really come 2 weeks from now. I will stay awake night and day or just go home really excited for this heh heh heh.
"She didn’t understand that. “How can anyone be afraid of love?” “How can they not?” His face was completely aghast. “When you love someone… truly love them, friend or lover, you lay your heart open to them. You give them a part of yourself that you give to no one else, and you let them inside a part of you that only they can hurt—you literally hand them the razor with a map of where to cut deepest and most painfully on your heart and soul. And when they do strike, it’s crippling—like having your heart carved out. It leaves you naked and exposed, wondering what you did to make them want to hurt you so badly when all you did was love them. What is so wrong with you that no one can keep faith with you? That no one can love you? To have it happen once is bad enough… but to have it repeated? Who in their right mind would not be terrified of that?"
— Sherrilyn Kenyon, Devil May Cry
Is it bad that I'm on a desperate quest to be single but I want to feel this handicapping, self-ruining misery only a lover can put me through again?
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