Lunch with shaun and I really gotta thank clubs for pulling my world closer. Never knew we had that many friends in common. Saw kaiqin and it was a quick catch up but god I miss my poly girls. At least I was going to see my poly guyfriends in the night.

So for tonight, zouk with my friends!





Was with benjamin, jevis, kris, jessie, swee, tony, junkang, songyan, dennis, jaichyi, kristina, and her 3 friends. I made them all toast to my dismissal from ngee ann poly hahah. Needless to say I got drunk quickly after.

I forgot how I managed to walk to zouk, but I know I had kristina holding me all the way thank god. I must've been pretty loud? I don't know man. My memory is hazed and I really can't remember anything after shouting at dennis when he called kristina and me fat.

Saw the girls at zouk's entrance and finally went in. At this point I truly lose all valid memory. I remember dancing happily at first then seeing a lot of people I was trying to avoid and then I got lost all alone in phuture and was desperately looking for the swee/jk/tony trio when I saw J.

The club was closing and it was the last few songs. I hought nothing much of our surprise meeting and walked away, but he asked for a dance. It was gangnum style and really fun and nonsensical and I breathed him in again after a truly long while. It was familiar but I guess that was that.

Wanted to head to zouk but it was closed too, so headed outside for the rest to smoke. Was really fucking pissed at first but I cooled off. Made sure sherlyn was home safe before I headed back with the westsiders.

I love my friends and I thank all of them for being there with me in the news of my dismissal. I wish I could say the alcohol worked and I truly had a path cut out now, but seeing J truly threw me off my rocker and I am confused more than ever but it's okay, all will blow over soon.

Till the next time.