Today was ted and good food with benjamin. But you won't want to hear about that;

I HATE THIS EMPTY BLOG.

I have so many blog-worthy things in my head that just DISAPPEAR the minute I see "New Post". Thank you brain. Not only can you remember none of my friends' birthday, now you can't remember any of your own thoughts too! Good job, hello Alzheimer's!

But anyway, because I need to shove my music into everyone's face, here is a list of good songs you should listen to for the upcoming hell week. Personally honestly hell to me because I can find no company for ladies' night at mink. God I'm a club addict.

1. I Need Some Sleep / Eels

"I need some sleep
Time to put the old horse down
I'm in too deep
And the wheels keep spinning 'round
Everyone says I'm getting' down too low
Everyone says you just gotta let it go"

I really need to let go. I have given myself the perfect guide to messing things up everytime I have something good so is it a surprise when I found out Friday ruined me for you? Nope. I'm not destined to keep good things.

2. Hallelujah / Rufus Wainwright

"Well I heard there was a secret chord
That David played and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?"

This part really struck me man.

Isn't it scary and isn't it what I've failed in? Like to try to find a secret switch in your lover that'll make them come back, that'll make them love again, only to find out there was never one, or you never conquered them.

See I really can't be awake after 01:23 without company. My tumblr is good enough to drive me home to sadness. Also I read too much into my songs. SINGLEHOOD HAS MADE ME TOO BOLIAO.

3. Drops Of Jupiter / Train

"Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's a time to change, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey"

What a complicated song.

Wins every award hands down for relating to everything possible. I see a galaxy, a season, a month and a weather condition. If I ever continue composing I'll keep in mind to write something as insanely random as this.

So yes, those are really good songs and deserve a place in your club music infested ipod and I am very ashamed, but I have to come out and say that I now have more than 3 david guetta songs in my phone. I AM SORRY MY MUSIC GODS, I HAVE SINNED.

I am bored mindless so I'm going to head to sleep.