Goodbye favourite watch.







I searched for your twitter.

I found everything I was supposed to find. The misery, the happy, the indifferent. I wonder once in a while if your misery is ever over me. But I hope not. I do so desperately want you happy.

So it's a new day, hopefully today will be the day I properly sit down and think of SEED or SIM for my future. I'm pretty sure I love kids and I want to do a course related to them but I'm hungry for a much bigger future, something that only business can provide me I guess.

I need to find a way to rid myself of all these pre-bed guilt I feel. It's not making anything better and I feel nothing again in the morning but this vicious guilt-immunity-guilt cycle is really fucking with me.

I remember what you wore on the first day 
You came into my life and I thought 
"Hey, you know, this could be something"

It was.