Should not have done that

I should not have done that.

I should not have done that.

I should not have done that.

Don't you think we truly are two of a kind? Crafted from the same cloth and tossed at two different ends of the world, to meet by chance and to stay by choice. What a shame I wasted it all away.



Today I brought my grandma to the clinic.

It was incredibly last minute and urgent because my grandma is used to bearing great pains but today, she had one that was impossible to ignore.

And so, I rushed down to bring her to the clinic and watched her interact with the people all around choa chu kang.

"Yes this is my granddaughter! The one who is very fillal and always come visit me! She bring me to doctor because she scared if she don't bring me, I will not go!"

She forgets that she is the one who is too amazing to not visit. She forgets that I look forward to being at her place more than anything else in the world. She forgets she's home. 

I pray to all my gods that nothing happens to her. I pray for all bad things to befall me and to leave my family alone. I can take it; I can take it all. I don't want to share it, I want it all.

Consider that the only prayer I will ever ask of you.