Could I love you more?

Jesus Christ look at my calf muscle, years of heels have ripped all my dreams of lean legs in half.

In fact I think out of all my boyfriends, only Gabriel have calves like mine because when he was in secondary school, he'd be early and bored so he'd climb the stairs on tip toes So now he has the thickest, strongest calves. For me its just years of vanity and passionately trying not to be short.

So we are the perfect showcase of boredom meeting passion at equal results.

We are made for each other.





My face 98% of the time as I try to remember ma moves





Single-handed swinging!

It is a big deal at my current stage but it will become the bare minimum as I progress. My aim is to do a Jade, Allegra Box Split or a Music Box by the end of this year so I need to push my flexibility, core and upper body strength to new limits quickly.



Jade

LOL I cannot even do splits on the floor so let alone in mid air but hey, my sister took three months of obsessively trying to succeed so I'll just have to double up her effort. I have my own office. I can split myself at work. Split or die trying.

Or maybe I'll take a photo of my sister doing it and pass it off as me.



Allegra Box Split

Basically just a split too but easier than Jade because both hands are supporting the full body weight, whereas for Jade, I'd have to learn how to stay on a pole without my hands. My thighs are gonna burn. AND I WILL ENJOY IT.



Music Box

And my happiest fantasy: the Music Box.

You don't know how long I've dreamed of being able to do this. I don't want to do it for any other nobler reason except to show my exes what they're missing. I'm kidding. I want to do it to piss their current girlfriends off. I'm kidding.

I know I'm inflexible. I don't need further reminders. And if I ever can do this one day, I would be able to die in peace. I would be able to die knowing that will triumphs nature and that there is nothing I can't do if I put my mind to it.

But back on more lighthearted matters.

I made baby take my diet pill this morning and he very proudly told me that all he ate for the day, before meeting me, were five apples. And that he had to walk away from glorious rice and fragrant meat and eat a stupid apple.

I WAS SO PROUD OF HIM!

Especially since I broke my diet LOL I stuffed myself on Subway and Mee Tai Bak so at least one of us was succeeding!

He came over hungry and with a lot of sad faces so we went grocery shopping and it was so adorable watching him pine over Lays and M&Ms as I waltzed him past those sections into cereals and fruits. He grumpily walked slowly as a protest and I had to hold his hand while pushing his back.

I'm gonna make a great fucking mother I know it.

Dinner was him miserably pairing bananas with cereal in a bowl of milk as he gazed lovingly at the remnants of my Subway (at least I split this one sub into two meals ok I tried) and when I gave him a bite, he reached a stomach orgasm.

My boyfriend likes meat oh ho ho such is my life.

He was too tired to do more but after much convincing, he decided to not only be the strongest midnight lover I ever had, but also a little beyond. And after that as we cuddled, I asked him why and he had the most darling reason:

"Today we ended work early so most of the seniors went to pick up their kids from preschool. And it was so sweet. I want kids too. I want kids too baby."

And he fell asleep.

My sister came back from home and I was complaining about getting game requests from someone and Gabriel quickly turned over to us and demanded, "Who?!" then rolled back to sleep.

SO CUTE MY SLEEP-TALKING BABY.

My sister and I laughed about it but he was too asleep to care hahaha.

Afterwards my sister was telling me about her sleepy day and Gabriel stopped snoring, which usually meant he was starting to stir awake but instead of that, he started murmuring about work and my sister laughed at him again.

My sister and I share a room but we have separate beds. Gabriel was on mine so she can hear all his snores and his sleeptalk. She also heard him when I tried to position him to spoon me and he grumpy-sleepily snapped that, "Your hair is in my face," then dropped dead asleep again.

Right before 5am I woke up and I knew how hungry he was from the night before so I gave up all further chances at sleep and prepared a small breakfast. And he woke up with the most adorable bedhead and with his deepest voice (yet), greeted my mum good morning.

His voice is really deep. I don't think I've dated anyone else with a voice like this. It's like some men's voices break, while his snapped. BUT I LOVE IT!

I made both our breakfast in a single plate so that we wouldn't overeat and he kept trepassing into my portion until eventually, all I had left was one last bite that he quickly divided into half and devoured while lovingly saying, "For me? I love you baby."

Silliest man on Earth.