Today was a Expendables II with deep and I enjoyed it way more than I did.

I realize (again and again) that I love dirty, earthy men who can't give less than a hoot about their living conditions and food and clothes. Preferably they have a purpose and there's beer and good friends.

Had dinner with benjamin and I tried to convince him to find girls with the initial B and 3 syllabus but he is not fazed. Belinda. Benita, Belicia. Dude's gonna have a hard time, all I need to deal with is Nicholas hahah.



sidenote: Hi this is my x's new era cap hahah.

Coincidentally, nicholas and desmond from zouk did talk to me later in the night and it's a nice gesture I guess. I'm always worried that my drunk/ high self will chase away all my clubber friends away. Good to know it's not that bad. But still Nicole, never drink other people's drinks again.

Immediately after that typed, I remembered I have zirca x rebel this wednesday. And rebel is my temple, how can I be an offering if I'm not drunk out of my mind or high as hell. So you know what Nicole, I will extend a deadline on that, stop drinking by this friday instead yes.

Also need to stop smoking nonsense.