The past two days have shaken my faith in our relationship.
And today, for the first time, I woke up by your side today not feeling like I belong. For the first time, I feel as if this is the wrong set of arms to be in, because you have hurt me and I can't be in my most vulnerable state with you anymore. But because there's still love, I will fight to stay.
Maybe the day will come when I don't love you anymore, or when I can't love you anymore, especially with the violent eruptions and escapist mindset I now know you to have.
Maybe I'll find strength one day.
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