It took a week of hearing his voice every night before I slept and two dates after meeting him in person for me to jump on hi, and even then, I knew he was going to be special for a long time.
I feel you judging me. My relationships are a whirlwind, I can't help it. Gabriel's chocolate skin and booming, deep voice really tugged at my heartstrings/ hymen so it was my body against my mind and I am a weak, weak soul.
Still, I still wanted to be free to date and so I would call him my "pre-boyfriend".
The first time he heard it, he smiled and said he liked the ring of it. We continued being a pre-couple for a while as I sorted out through the men I was dating and he sorted out his psychotic fuckstick of an ex and eventually, we dropped the term and made it proper in Bintan on 14th Feb 2015.
Fast forward a year later, we are in Bintan again.
And like I gushed in the previous post, he got on one knee and proposed to me. Coincidentally, earlier that day we had a complimentary photoshoot courtesy of the resort and so we ended up having digital and print copies of our special day. Man the universe worked out!
But what I'm trying to say is,
Today, I woke up a pre-engaged woman.
And it feels the same but different. I feel like the world is a little brighter and my days have a little more meaning. I worry a little that my life is settling too fast but at the same time, I can't wait for it to happen.
Today is the first day of the rest of my pre-engaged life :)
No comments:
Post a Comment