It makes me dazed and confused. It gets me trigger-ready to search "writing jobs" on gumtree simply to use the time I have. It gives me too much time to think about my problems and dreams.
So I decided to forget all that and have a face-off with my sister in badminton!
Sister showing off her flexibility to piss me off. Yep life is back to normal!
I am tall as fuck, the chart is just wrong.
I wish I could say life has a purpose now that I'm not slaving away in corporate, but it doesn't. Life after unemployment is getting hit by series after series of inspiration that never really could pull through.
I spent most of my paychecks either paying back my student loan or buying nifty gifts for my family. And it leads up to a giant, gaping hole in my rainy day expenses. And every day I spend not adding on to my bank account, is every day I count as a failure.
There has to be more than this.
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