Sometimes I'd become painfully aware that I exist. I would be staring at my laptop and thinking life is pointless and suddenly the view goes far behind my head and I see myself staring at my laptop.
I become so hyper aware that whatever action I do from that moment on aches me. Like, "god why aren't I slapping that fuck. Why am I taking a drink. Stop taking a drink. Do something extraordinary!"
Then the hyperawareness dies out and finally I'm fine again.
No comments:
Post a Comment