Do not confuse me for a sad person. I usually am easily excitable and I am charming company. It's the nights that get to me and how hard it is to write happiness. Poetry comes best in misery.
"I don’t know how your story ended but if what you felt then was true love, then it’s never too late."
Today at a glance:
Finally let the sunflower die.
Su An came over to study and effectively killed my lucid dream hahah. But had a nice time truly talking to her. It isn't nice knowing someone is suffering the way I am, but it's nice knowing I'm not alone.
Today is diet day 1 and I'm not dying so all is good. I have had some grapes and that's probably my vitamin c capacity today. Am really trying to work out a veggie diet where I scare my body with the vitamin c overload. It'll be like "WHOA NICOLE WTF VEGGIES?!".
Yeah I need a blender.
And crash coursing with myself from 10pm to 3am.
Well in the night I was forced to reflect on things I didn't want to, and it led me to talking to god for a little help with you, and see I'm just wasted thinking about the past again, but baby I'll be okay.
Hahah I like my new songs too much. But back on track, I guess I'm fine. I know what I want and I don't know how I'm going to get there, but I hope I do one day. If not, let me crash and burn into nothing.
I'll tell you a riddle. You're waiting for a train, a train that will take you far away. You know where you hope this train will take you, but you don't know for sure. But it doesn't matter. How can it not matter to you where the train will take you?
Because we'll be together.
Le'ts hope so, cheers for 7 years.
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