It is 3am
And the world is a lot smaller
You are an invisible wall away
Distance is a graspable matter

Some nights it feels like this
My heart aches and clutches at itself

Some nights it feels like this
I no longer need any help

Some nights it feels like this
Clawing at my stretched sanity

Some nights it feels like this
A numbness from now to eternity

I should do something
I should try everything
I should run with fear in my heart
Sink my fingers into your back
Tell you I've been torn apart

Oh this misery it consumes me
You ravage my mind like silk on sheets
What you do to me
A marksman with a perfected hit

But what do you know
You think I'm a lost cause
And what do I know
Perhaps I am a worthy loss

Tonight.

The heart is weak
And the mind is broken
Happy thoughts for you, sad days for me
Never truer have spoken

Hold on.

x

Today was study day.

I overslept for school and was upset with myself but subsequently The Blockhead came and saved the day. We watched a couple of movies and I made him sinful food and now he's on his way to fat (YES.)

It was very adorable watching him getting very excited over Drive and declaring Ryan Gosling as the God of Henleys and all other Ensembles and orgasm-ing everytime he came into frame. Disturbing as it is, what a nice way to start the week today was :)

Spent bulk of the day with april and su an at mos burger. I managed to close 2 chapters so I AM ONE STEP CLOSER TO FINISHING THE BOOK. Also I like the pineapple mosburger stuff.

I got distracted halfway by my hair and hence heh heh, digressed:



B R O W N  x  R E D.

B U T  I T  I S  F A D I N G.

Well anyway, night time was good because it's a discovery of MunahHirziOfficial! I cannot stress how amazingly funny they are heh heh, especially of maths and makeup. WHY SO FUNNY.

Also am very inspired by them when I went onto their Facebook page. I now have all these ideas for the ION photoshoot and my clothes and miscellaneous pointless things I like to do.

1ST MARCH COME SOON SO I CAN BE MORE ENG.