Nicole,

Forever remember that all the things you don't type now are the things you'll regret not remembering in time.

Forever remember that you can spend 3 seconds as opposed to 3 minutes on a post but when your memory fails you one day, you will regret everything you didn't type.

Forever remember that memories cannot be recreated and if you don't type down everything just because you feel lazy, you will spend the rest of your life recreating ghosts you don't even remember.

Your memory is ebbing away day by day,

Please don't be your biggest disappointment and saddest regret.

-

(sidenote)

Found this off TheSmartLocal's self-introduction board and my god I amaze myself with the numerous new ways I come up with when asked to describe/ introduce myself. This is my worst yet:

Hello, I am Nicole.

And I like anything dangerous and out of the ordinary and quirky.

I have a weakness for ink and piercings and they have since reflected themselves on me. I also read extravagantly but I am fanatically anal about my books so they're all mint and look unread. I like anything from depressive music to post-hardcore screams. I watch movies that hurts my head deciphering them.

When I feel classy, I read/ watch/ listen to everything in the Golden Age of Hollywood and I feel like a better person. When I feel bad, I read Stomp and laugh at idiots. When I feel happy, I annoy people with bad jokes and entertain myself bobbing to music and dancing to myself.

Once again, I'm Nicole, and I like this.

The last part was supposed to be a jibe at the Obama's "I am Obama, and I approve this message" but I think nobody got it or I presented it badly oh man I really need to work on my puns all.

-



Trying to prettify my white walls and uneven floors.

"

I woke up in a dream today
To the cold of the static
And put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering I'm pretending
To be where I'm not anymore

A little taste of hypocrisy
And I'm left in the wake
Of the mistake slow to react
Even though you're so close to me
You're still so distant
And I can't bring you back

It's true the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me

(I'm with you)
You now I see
Keeping everything inside
(With you)
You now I see
Even when I close my eyes

I hit you and you hit me back
We fall to the floor
The rest of the day stands still
Fine line between this and that
When things go wrong
I pretend the past isn't real

"

In constant limbo.