It is 6am.



I wake up from my nightmares again.

This time they're vicious. This time they tried to murder me in my sleep. This time they have fangs. But for all their prowess, their terrifying effect on me ended the minute I woke up from them.

I have no more fear,
I have no more tears,
I can no longer be fazed,

All I do is stare at my meal and wonder why.

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This month looks happy to me already heh heh.

11th and 12th October

I start my job as door bitch of Forbidden City's Bianca Supper club and I am scared and excited and worried I'll sleep on the job but let's not tell my employers I am a capable sleeper.

If time permits, I probably would get to see the poly people at dream/ zouk after work so hopefully all goes well!

12th October

Media invite from TSL (HOW CAN I EVER BE GRATEFUL ENOUGH) for Ben & Jerry's media opening at promontary and I'm ready to stuff my face.

16th October

The end of my year long torture.

HALLELUJAH.

16th October

Start of my 3 month long kickboxing class with Candice!

19th October

Another media invite from TSL (nope I can never be thankful enough) for Legoland's new feature, the water park. I will starve myself half to death so I do not look fat on their cameras. God help me please.

(contradicts me stuffing my face on the 12th)

(mmhmm)

19th October

Girls' surf out in the evening with the girls (not sure who else is going but candice is down like a ton of bricks) and I AM EXCITED TO BE THE NEW QUEEN OF WAVES IN SINGAPORE WOO.

And from 19th october onwards, I haven't decided how or when, but I'll probably head off to Malaysia to find my peace of mind since my dreams have taken to almost murdering me in my sleep so I need that.

So excited words can't begin to cover it.



Occasionally marveled but constantly tortured by this universe.