Would I say you have disappointed me beyond reason?
Would I say I wasted 7 years with you?
Would I say you were a mistake?

(almost) Yes.

Everybody knows how good I am to you. All these years of me solving your guy issues, expanding your social circle, taking your bad situations for you, going everywhere and doing everything with you.

All these years, all these memories, there was you.

You made me feel like I was a mistake to him. You made me feel small and unattractive. You made me feel unimportant and psychotic. All of the things I trusted you with, you couldn't deliver.

But I cannot be angry because this is you after all and I will always want to be there for you. But Fiona's right, this time, I know my limits and I know yours. I wish this was repair-able, god knows I do.

At least through this I saw all the other friends who really tried to make me smile and calm me down, all the other friends whom I did not pay much attention to who made me feel better. Thank you whoever's up above for these weeping perfect friends. I owe you one.

Till the next time.