"Excerpt from rica's blog:

It's funny how our lives can change within seconds. When your phone vibrates and your heart stops. Taking a quick look at the message preview, and your heart just sinks. The message that signifies the end of everything, the end of what you may call being "genuinely happy". Within seconds, you realize that you're never seeing that person again. You'll never hear him say his usual phrases again. That was the very last time he hugged you, kissed you, sent you the last goodnight text. Within seconds, everything has to be left behind. The way they cuddled in bed watching scary videos, the way she loved staring into his eyes, the way she watched him hug his favourite pillow to sleep. All that can NEVER happen anymore.

I teared reading this.

A breakup is a last minute cruise wrap up. You are having the time of your life in this beautiful place. You're with the most perfect person in the world. You've spent so much time here. Everything you love, everything you are is here.

But suddenly an immovable iceberg comes to sight, and you're forced to go. You have no time. You have to leave everything. Your ship is collapsing, you can't stay anymore. Everything you love is going to go down, and there's nothing you can do about it.

You hitch a lifeboat and save yourself and watch your life slowly sink before you. There's nothing left. Only your memories. Memories that'll make you smile before ripping that temporary comfort from you, throwing you back again into irreversible despair.

I wish I never left my cruise."

How depressing.

I can never wake up to you on my bed sleepy again. I can never wake up to you texting me good morning then dozing off after. I can never take a bus 74 to you again. I can never brag to my friends about your non-existent hygiene standards again. I can never hear your silly transformer beatbox again.

Dear god these dreams of you are going to kill me someday.



Late nights with me from choa chu kang to clementi awww.