Black for a day to meet the officers and my god I love it.

i.

I know I'm finding it hard to breathe 
And I've been drowning in my own sleep 
I feel a hate crashing over me 
So rescue me, so rescue me 

Sleep is an elusive atrocity.

I get into bed feeling nice after a good song or a nice movie and then my dreams give me the most horrible situations ever and I end up waking up and wondering what the fuck was that for.

ii.

Does visions of a potential future make it happen?

iii.

I like pretty stuff.

I don't like seeing things without more color. So I've taken to wearing the rainbow earrings hazel bought for me everywhere! I've closed 3 of my earholes and I'm thinking of closing my tongue's.

I used to insist that my lucky number was 7 so I always liked to keep my 7 piercings. But it feels like a good vibe to rid the 3 so. Hopefully 4 is a better number!

I need my tattoo touched up asap.