Hello,

Koh Swee Sheng
Lau Junkang
Chew Songyan
Dorisa Kok
Tristal Yap
Darrel Mok

God knows I adore all of you.

We crossed over to 2013 together! Though it was ill-timed and all of us forgot about it and insisted I was drunk when I showed you guys my 12:00AM clock, I still love you guys but let it be known from this day on that I'm the undisputed timekeeper and queen of everything.

2 hotel parties in 2 weeks and I'm still loving waking up and seeing all your faces around me groggy and in varying states of bad slumber and complaining that there is no space to sleep (too bad!).



To more great times and better photos together.

And,

Alfonso Tang
Edward Hee
Sherlyn Lim

Thank you for coming :)

I had a funday day at IMM!

Was shopping for shoes for my baby brother's school and I do not clearly remember what else happen, but it's a lot of food and spending and whining heh heh. I saw a shirt in cotton on I liked and my dad got it, then after a while my mum decided to get one for me too and I'm gonna cut it!

So I now have matchy shirts with my dad heh.





Me extremely in love with my new coat and clutch.

I love how my secret website has everything under the sun and now I am free to buy whatever I want, try whatever I want, experiment however I want, at a price that won't make my mother cry.

(doo dum dee doo doo)

Elevator music in ma head.

"I want to rip off your logic and make passionate sense to you. I want to ride in the swing of your hips. My fingers will dig in you like quotation marks, blazing your limbs into parts of speech.

And you will be mine."

You think you're romantic.

You think your misery will meet salvation.
You think causing yourself this daily grief will get you somewhere. 
You think you can fight the universe.

You disallow yourself to be happy.
You push away people who can heal you.
You root yourself to the ground not moving on.

All these and more, what for Nicole.

I would hate to lose you.

SIM workshop and I think I already met my uni friends on day 1.

Basically no one else at all interested me into friendship except for the clique of 4 of us. How absolutely heng that we all met each other on day 1. That we have matching surnames. This is intervention man.



Skipped the talk for lunch with Suan and I realized I do not like english breakfast tea. And that I like chamomile. And that I should try rose tea. And that seeing Ngee Ann so near yet so far really pains me. God I miss the rest of my poly friends.

Talk ended and April and Harry wasn't free so me and Suan went to town to eat macrons and shop heh. Talked a bit on the bus and she really is beyond what I know of her. We will all be delightful friends heh.

Can't wait for the new term.

Met the new art teacher and man she's cool.

She was telling me her smoking woes and olevel problems and everything and I was so upset that I couldn't have had the delightful opportunity to join her classes earlier. Such a cute person.

She pretty much did up the board and all I did was stick sticky stuff at the back but it's good enough! Also god I love the kids and finally the shyer kids now love me back. THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN THEY'RE BOUND TO ME FOR 3 HOURS STRAIGHT.

It's so cute to watch them do their stuff. Afterwards when we went out for lunch and came back, it was already nap-time and at least 4 of the kids adorably and sleepily put their hand out to me when I came into the room to get my stuff OH MY GOD YOU CUTIES.

I must do something childcare related in the future I must.

Today was the recovery.

It was extremely nice waking up to the girls beside me. And my guy friends all on the poor floor suffering. And to wake up watching a 6am sunrise with tengyi, dory and tristal. No greater joy.

I forgot whether it was before we slept or after we woke up, but it was just a bunch of the awake us huddled together making bad jokes and catching up while half asleep. How affectionately cozy.

I'm definitely doing this again.

 '

Dory has cute unevenly spaced toes hahah. Also I ruin good scenary.





The girls in the hotel room and tengyi/ dory at the rooftop garden.

I think all my guy friends are ready for army. They all sat in a straight line on the balcony and waited for their turn each to bathe. So systematic. When one comes out, the other goes in. Perfect harmony hahah.

Had breakfast with them after watching tengyi fiddle around with his origami lamp (my friends are priceless) and breakfast was just me, yinghui and dory racing to finish our sugar cane heh heh.

Went home tired and happy :)

Hello Christmas. ❄

Christmas this year was special.

This is the first time I spent it single.
This is the first time I spent it with alcohol.
This is the first time I spent it with everyone I love.

I think I really planned this because I needed to forget my Christmas last year, to save my scorched self with people I love and drinks that damages my soul. And I'm so glad it turned out more. So much more.

Here are the sober photos!:









All other photos are lost hahah.

Tristal's boyfriend took some but of course there's no point even mentioning it anymore. Sherlyn has some but it's all just dudes. Tengyi has a photo of an origami lamp. So I think I win with photos hahah.

The daytime was just us chilling in the tub despite Tristal's and Sherlyn's great shyness at first. I have no social shame with girls so I had to go in first to convince them and WE ARE ALL HAPPIER GIRLS.

Spent much of the day trying to decorate the room and waiting on the guys for alcohol. And when it did come through, it was pretty much tipsy tipsy tipsy drink drink drink laugh laugh laugh there on.

I was really nervous arranging for this since Sherlyn and Tristal only invited 1 or 2 of their friends and Dorisa and Yinghui came with nobody at all and it was all dependent on my friends. And I am so glad they all turned up and made me a much cheerier Christmas girl.

So thank you Max, Zhiwei, Tengyi, Jinjie, Buffboy, Chinaman, Nicholas, Davis, Melven & your 4 friends, Swee, Tony, Songyan, Junkang, Nic, Daryl, Tristal's man, Roy & your 2 friends, Smokerdude. No thanks to the M fuck for coming but good on your alcohol!

So started my almost 12 hour drinking with them! Started at 5pm and probably ended at around that same time when all the alcohol finally ran out. I was crazily happy to be together with all my friends and girls and people I adore. And it made my Christmas perfect.

Thank God for my friends.

Christmas eve with the family!



I was secret santa to rayden and of course that made me cry in excitement buttt we all had a budget restriction of $10 so I bought a single winnie the pooh shirt. Then I bought a winnie the pooh toy and made the toy wear the shirt. So it's like a pooh on a pooh. This bear needs a better name.

Low-res iphone photos for the night:

 

My favourite baby cousin who stopped adoring me SIGH. In Genting I remember hugging him all the time and bothering him but he must've forgotten SIGH. And matchy fishball cheeks heh.





19, 18, 17 :)

I think the best years of our lives were spent in toh guan, us making forts of the insane toys me and my sister had back then, and writing in our matching princess diaries. How we've grown since.



Rayden wearing my present box as an hat - SO PRECIOUS.

 

 

MY POOH SHIRT AND BEAR FOR HIM!

He is a very cool kid who doesn't smile with teeth. He took very long to warm up to me and when he finally did I WAS HIS FAVOURITE AUNT AGAIN AW. Cutest thing ever. I love you baby.

   

He is crazily obsessed with my tattoo.

He kept trying to touch it. And when his dad, which is my cousin Gabriel, saw, he kept trying to read the words. And after much trying, he read it as Logan than forever. Handwriting. Sigh.

Also because rayden is cute beyond measure, he was walking around making people melt and stuff with his great adorable-ness and but he was stumbling so he seemed really drunk awww so cute drunk on milk.

Also at one point he reached for his own feet to try to find ink on it like my feet, and when he couldn't he looked really confused OH MY GOD WHY ARE YOU SO CUTE BABY.

 

He is happier with me heh heh.

Left early to pick up my probation call but apparently mcys forgot I existed. Also I watched 2 movies back to back today pre-gathering and I think I hate all happy endings now.

Mum bought pictionary!







And my pimple is a lot better yay!

Been spending time with the family and bailing on work. I think I'm still not spending enough time with them. Also I think I was much happier last Christmas but it's okay, I have to look forward.

So in lieu of my great need to not be upset this Christmas, I've booked a room at Siloso Beach Resort on the spur and apparently people are coming soooo I'm excited but at the same time. I know it's a distraction.

BUT A HAPPY ONE SO, TO 25TH!

Went out with the family today.



Anddd as expected, we forgot about polaroids.

Headed to Sunbeam/ Evergreen to donate all our stuff afterwards and I am this close to slapping the security guard but it's okay, who can hold a grudge against a person dumb by nature. It wouldn't be nice!

I hope they have a merrier Christmas.

SIM orientation day II.

And I think I'll like it here.

Was initially really worried at first that it'll be too different from poly and I won't be able to handle uni people. And as it turns out, it's not too bad. I had a great time. With Su An, April and Harry. And our class.

I'm really looking forward to 2013.



How sad.

Today was orientation day I.

Met a new girl and she's really cute hahah. But that besides, was basically just trying to not sleep through the 3 hour talk and was collecting everything before rushing home in time for the kids' home.

What we managed in time for their X'mas:

1. Goodie bags of 7 sweets/ chocolatess x 80pax
2. 32 soft toys
3. 5 bundles of assorted clothes
4. 2 bags of books
5. A few sets of stationary

And I really hope they'll enjoy it. Am probably gonna bring over baked pastries by my aunt and this time it'll be for the old folks. Maybe I'll go bug Nescafe for free coffee or Lindt for chocolates.







Us posing shamelessly with the goodie bags and soft toys heh.

Also me with my disgusting nose pimple. Do you want to know my life? It popped out the day RIGHT before my SIM wellness workshop, and I had to walk around looking reallll festive with my nose red from the damn pimple IS THIS MY LIFE. IS THIS MY LIFE.

And now that it's day I, it's gotten worse! Hurray.

Moving on, we passed the donations over because the centre told us the kids are legally protected yadayada, so we did not get to see joy light up their faces but whatever, as long as they get it!

It was a 4hour straight tuition class after that, and I think I really need to take a break soon. My body is still good but my time with my friends is stretched out. Kinda feels like last month all over again.

Gotta take a breather.

Today was my first day in SIM as a student.

So anyway, bumped into Esmund and as it turns out, they were having an anti-smoking talk right here. Hahah so he warned me to pay attention even though I probably knew the talk by heart.

Met 2 new girls and 1 dude there. Su An, April and Harry I think. I'm bad with names but anyway, there was a buffet after so I stuffed my face happily with eclairs and drumlets. God I am unhealthy.

Overdue photos from Goodwood Wedding.



I have one stunning family.













And a mad sister heh heh.





And stunners for friends heh heh refer to last photo.