Heehee family came to visit :D

Spend the bulk of the day hanging out with them with talking and getting myself updated with their lives. I am determined to re-enter my cousins' lives so WATCH OUT, I AM COMING NO MATTER WHAT.

Was mostly sleeping afterwards. I am very terribly unproductive today. On a self-promoting note, I wrote Kaiqin's SIT application essay for her. On a un-self-promoting one, I slept twice heh heh.

I have nothing interesting to say!

Flea day with Sherlyn and Tristal helping!



















Had a great time with the girls!

It was the lowest sales I've had in a long while but they made it much better. I can't remember the last time I truly saw the both of them in sunlight and it feels nice to spend time not drinking, just talking :)

(erases all my sad talk on how you used to come with me)

HUAT HUAT FOR NEXT WEEK!

"I love how she makes me feel like anything's possible, like life's worth it."



Really enjoyed my 3-hour tuition today heh.

Spent much of the day lazing around with the family. Probably watched whose line is it anyway and other pointless stuff before finally packing for the flea tomorrow. Here's to a good one!

Went to work today and received news of my colleague's leaving.

I really like her and I was genuinely sad but she's determined and she really needs a break after so long too. Heard news of her breakup and my sadness went up a notch higher.

I hate hearing about breakups. It seems like this March is a horrible one. 2 of my closest friends just went through with theirs and now even my colleague is going through with hers.

It makes me lose faith.

And it makes me feel like nothing has a point anymore.

 

On a lighter note;

Dinner with the sister after @ Ajisen's!

I can do alone pretty well now heh.













Went to the beach by myself!

Was there just for the sights at first, never realized the beach has all these nice sounds till I recorded a video. So as it turns out, Sentosa is sights and sounds and it heals the soul.

Had a series of painful memories replaying at both palawan and siloso beach and it took surprisingly little to walk them away. Also had to walk away a lot of stares hahah the weirdest people at the beach.

I didn't read my book, I wrote a line instead of sketching it, and I took 500 photos HAHAH this poet/ artist thing will never work out for me until I stop being so obsessed with my camera apps HEHEHE.

I think I'm not very good at anything honestly. I can't draw well, can't sing well, can't cook well, yadayada, but I really do try to improve. MAYBE ONE DAY GOD WILL TAKE PITY ON ME AND GIVE ME LEGENDARY SKILLS HEHE. Till then I'll just do my thing.

Night with the folks and god knows I love all of them.



There were a series of photos on everyone's phone of the night's highlights and most of them are not very post-able so HAHAH the only good one for the night. YINGHUI'S FACE IS SO SHARP IT CUTS.

Had a really good time, thank god for friends like you all.

Some nights.

Made you feel so much less than you really were.



You cloud my thoughts and you ruin me.
I must've done the same to you for the 1 year we were together.

Doing my time. You see, I do wonder how you are.
All the time.

Some nights are harder than the others.
Some nights are easier.
Some nights, I don't feel a thing.

But there's not a night I don't think of you.

You in all your glaring perfection.
You and how you loved.
You, when you were mine.

I watch movies.
I watched The Vow.

I never watched romance with you.
I was always scared I'll remember a happier time.
But I never knew,
I was never happier than when I was with you.

"She just, she just sort of exhaled it, it was almost to herself. "I love you". It just hung there. The first time she had said it, I didn't even want to respond, I just wanted to keep hearing it."

I will always remember the night I told you I love you.

The first time I ever said it first to anybody.
The first time I didn't get it back.

You were my first date 7 years ago.
And I pray to god you'll be my last.

Oh when you were mine.

Part I:

Happy belated birthday Su An!

Spent a wonderful day with the girls trying to skate and charming instructors together and almost falling (that one applies only to me) and feeling stupid with my non-practical outfit hahah. Frozen stomach.





















Part II:

Happy birthday tengyi!

All of them heartless things forgot tengyi's birthday because he removed it from fb, so I managed to get all of them to come out anddd we had a nice dinner, a nice beer, over nice conversation @ holland v!











Stupid man better have read my card.

What a nice day.