Some nights.

Made you feel so much less than you really were.



You cloud my thoughts and you ruin me.
I must've done the same to you for the 1 year we were together.

Doing my time. You see, I do wonder how you are.
All the time.

Some nights are harder than the others.
Some nights are easier.
Some nights, I don't feel a thing.

But there's not a night I don't think of you.

You in all your glaring perfection.
You and how you loved.
You, when you were mine.

I watch movies.
I watched The Vow.

I never watched romance with you.
I was always scared I'll remember a happier time.
But I never knew,
I was never happier than when I was with you.

"She just, she just sort of exhaled it, it was almost to herself. "I love you". It just hung there. The first time she had said it, I didn't even want to respond, I just wanted to keep hearing it."

I will always remember the night I told you I love you.

The first time I ever said it first to anybody.
The first time I didn't get it back.

You were my first date 7 years ago.
And I pray to god you'll be my last.

Oh when you were mine.