Today was a day of two firsts.
Today was the first time my lover visited my secret place.
And today was the first time my lover visited my secret place.
Heh heh heh holy fuck I am so proud of that line right there.
(can't wait for you to read this baby!)
(also for you, I'm not intending to send you this directly because it makes me kinda shy)
Remember our blanket fort? Sometime in between, my mind slipped into a quick daze and for a moment, my mind visualized white and baby breath's blue peonies blooming when I looked at your profile kissing me.
(side note: see who needs drugs and alcohol when my mind can do this from the sheer power of my overactive imagination)
And when you turned to look at me, the visions ebbed away and all that ran through my mind was, "God this has to be a dream. It must be a sin to be so criminally happy with someone."
I can never run out of ways to tell you how much I adore you.
You at the door, checking yourself out in the mirror while I studied you. You looking like a Greek god with your sculpted chest and throbbing shoulders, honed by the strategic lighting heh heh. You and the way you prop yourself up on top of me, the way your body expands to a hulking frame. You and you and you.
You interfering with my chess game with my baby brother. You and all the dramatic fuss you made making me worry I was losing. You eventually losing to my baby brother too heh heh. You being all proud that you won him at 4-in-a-row. Twice yes twice.
Oh you wonderful man you.
I can go on forever.
I want to :)
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