Wednesday, January 7, 2015

All I want

Many times we don't know what we want. We are convinced we want fast cars and faster chicks. We are adamant we want pretty roses and prettier men.

But that's not true.

I will tell you the one thing every man has thirsted for since the dawn of time.

Truth

The complete, naked truth.

It takes a while for most people. Takes a while for them to agree with that. On a good day I tell myself, "As long as I don't find out, I don't care."

That's not true. There's a shit-ton of distance between that and the truth.

The truth is, I want to know everything honest.

The truth is, I wish I can tell everyone what's on my mind all the damned time.

The truth is, what I cannot handle will not break me, it will (eventually) build me.

The truth is, nothing burns better than a half-hearted and badly-conceived lie.

So why go through fire with a lie, when you can go through the same with a cold, hard truth?



There is a damage that transcends the physical body onto the mind. There is a higher destruction that wrecks the mind and poisons the soul.

My demons are my friends and I would drink with them, only if they didn't try to stab me with my memories every single time I teeter on the edge. But the joke's on you, you demonic thoughts.

You can't push a desperate girl over the edge.

You can't expect her to be sad over the idea of an endless abyss.

Especially when she's already there.

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