But that's not true.
I will tell you the one thing every man has thirsted for since the dawn of time.
Truth
The complete, naked truth.
It takes a while for most people. Takes a while for them to agree with that. On a good day I tell myself, "As long as I don't find out, I don't care."
That's not true. There's a shit-ton of distance between that and the truth.
The truth is, I want to know everything honest.
The truth is, I wish I can tell everyone what's on my mind all the damned time.
The truth is, what I cannot handle will not break me, it will (eventually) build me.
The truth is, nothing burns better than a half-hearted and badly-conceived lie.
So why go through fire with a lie, when you can go through the same with a cold, hard truth?
There is a damage that transcends the physical body onto the mind. There is a higher destruction that wrecks the mind and poisons the soul.
My demons are my friends and I would drink with them, only if they didn't try to stab me with my memories every single time I teeter on the edge. But the joke's on you, you demonic thoughts.
You can't push a desperate girl over the edge.
You can't expect her to be sad over the idea of an endless abyss.
Especially when she's already there.
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