I am eternally grateful that I am the oldest sibling.
Sometimes I wonder how it'd be like to have older siblings - someone to stick up for you, someone to protect you, someone stronger. But being a younger sibling leaves a bigger leeway for tantrums.
If I had not been the eldest of my siblings, I would've been a wilder child. Would not have needed to shoulder the universal responsibility of being the eldest and of protecting them. Would not have reminded myself that my actions will influence and affect them even without my intentions.
They ground me, and thank god for that.
So back to superficiality, I got tired after chasing my brother around because badminton yesterday wore my body down I AM A WEAK WUSS so I probably should work out more aye.
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