The last day of March:




i. Swimming with the family and cousins!

 


ii. Hatched x pool with the drinkers!

Was supposed to try this shots and pool thing but it was a Sunday night, I think it's not 5 o'clock enough for anyone. Souvenirs from tony and kris respectively, thank you! What a well spent Sunday :*

Down with a 3-hour fever and my mind worked itself insane thinking of you by my bed, holding me and protecting me from my grandma and mum's yelling and just stroking me till I slept.

Whaaat a fuck up.

Visited the grandma today!:



Heh heh.

She, naturally, stuffed us with food when we came and probably would try to stuff me with money too but I ran away! She was having a nice time telling us her plans for the week ahead. So happy to finally see her getting back on enjoying life. Nts take her out for dinner soon!













Anddd it was the oddly early siewsia after!

Watched warm bodies and I buay tahan'ed midway the movie and did a google run of the main lead and HE WAS THE SAME GUY IN XMEN: FIRST CLASS WHAT UP. How can someone be so tall and awkward and beautiful ahhhh.

Siewsia was very entertained by the movie hahah so cute. She jumped at some quite scary scene and then pacified herself and laughed at same lame joke awww so cute watching her.

(I am the best girl friend/ boyfriend ever tsk.)



Anddd it was the boys afterwards.

Tristal, junkang, swee and tony were not nice to me and renamed our private whatsapp group as "Nicole: blacklisted" so I shamefully made my way down and it was a nice night of strange confessions.

And you: what a nice way to end the day :)

I always have a lot on my mind.
And seemingly I never do have time to talk about them.

One of it would be my prison stay. I think I'll not end up writing it so I'll just condense it now -

You never truly do see the consequences of your actions till you get to live them. And when I was in my cell, staring at the ceiling, I realize we take all the small things for granted. I never realized how long I've not properly appreciated my room, how long since I've finished food, how long since anyone shouted at me, how long since I lost my personal space which I've came to heavily guard.

Not a bad experience, but I won't want to repeat it ever.

CSO for 8 hours straight and I'm quite pleased!

Met few friends today and they are interesting company. Saw jianhao and he's 8 hours away from completion. I AM THE ONLY ONE STILL SUFFERING UGH. Need to rush.

Our valiant fishing attempts!

Today was my experience as an inmate in the Changi's Women Prison, where I was treated without any self-dignity for 4 hours and I am actually amazed at how much I repented. Honest to god.

I swore I'd write a long post about it but people upsetted me and photos made me want to cry and now it's just a reflection I'll write at the old folks' home tomorrow. I promise it'd be true though.

Sigh.

Finally saw my poly retainer friends. It was super last minute and I had every intention of going to work but last minute Max called and I was down like a ton of really light and directionally organized bricks.

Life is funny. And good :)