Today the noodle shop auntie and uncle were mad excited to see me and suan and happily called us over. Turns out it was their last day operating the SIM canteen and I think I cried an internal river.

So goodbye to the rou yuan mian I love with all my life :'(



Tuition afterwards and the kids seemed not-depressed to see me so I got that going for me, which is G R E A T I am feeling like the most accomplished home-made tutor ever.





I love raglan oh honey I'm coming back for you!

Came home to my grandma, aunt and uncle invading the place! They bought lots of goodies and were kindly fawning over my upcoming blogshop. So I'm feeling much more prepped up. Nervous but ready enough!

My grandma was watching chinese shows and complaining that she had to wait forever for the popiah downstairs and that she does not want to sew my pi (a cloth I hug to sleep) for me and I should just find another to sleep with.

She is so cute heh heh a few days ago she had the most popz hair ever and when I noticed she was mad happy, saying it's the first time the hair salon girl finally got the curls right. SO CUTE.



Poor sick you :(

FINALLY SAW THESE TWO AFTER FOREVER.

Oh I love day outs with them heh heh. Today is a series of lame jokes about my broken toe, april's need to touch everything and mintao being sneaky about what he did in his isolation from the world.















Check out us with our happy dinosaurs heh heh.

So today marks the final presentation I will give in SIM!

Was happy to see suan, charleen, fabian and jiadong dressed to the nines heh heh. All looking like cute waiters and waitresses. I think my stockings made me look slutty. GODDAMMIT STOCKINGS.







I was doing the presentation midway when I realized that this is the last time such low standards will be expected from me. Here on now, for all future meetings and presentations, I will be expected to perform and disgraced if I don't meet requirements. Aye.

Headed over to we the furballs with Sophia after!

We were talking about how if anybody ever asks how we met, we would be the only people able to say "we met at changi's women prison" and it would check out as legit. Am genuinely surprised we managed to stay in contact  heh heh.

The strangest places one meets people.

 



























Yukichan peed on me today while she was trying to sleep and I was excited because the place owner joked that maybe she was marking me as her territory. HEH HEH WELL WORTH IT.

Sophia and I both failed to conquer the little cutie behind us in this photo. OH WELL PRINCESS.

I know.

More than anything else, I know. 

I know I'm unhappy. And I know why I'm unhappy.

I'm unhappy because all of these I'm doing isn't improving me. I'm unhappy because I'm not getting better. I'm unhappy because every step I take is a step further from you.



I'm unhappy because I'm here and you're not.

I'm unhappy because you once made me your everything. And yet I took it and snapped it in half. I know. And it is in this knowing that I found full, unbridled misery.

And I won't ever be happy again.

I'm feelin' ill at ease tonight
Cruising down the coast goin' 'bout 99
Lost my love baby by my heavenly side
I know if I go, I'll die happy tonight

Part I of my happy photoshoot with Clara! :)

The reason school is more bearable :)