I forgot what I did today! ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Today was a 2010 closure.

Went back to the place and felt the same helplessness, except with dignity this time. She told me I look entirely different now. And I couldn't smile, I said yeah maybe and left in a while.

How can I not be different, when it's you and your people's incompetency that forced me to grow the fuck up and accept more injustice and pain than any 17 year old could be expected to put through?

But ah well.

Went with mum to bugis afterwards. Went to the temple and I prayed really, really hard. Then dropped by bugis and I wanted to mass-buy really, really hard hahaha BUT CONTROL GURL CONTROL.



KIDS I HAVEN'T SEEN IN 2 WEEKS AWWW YOU DARLINGS.

I really do ask God what to do with you.

For the most part, it truly involves me slamming my burning fist into a fire that you set and just gritting my teeth and telling myself the ice will be worth all the while later.

My teeth are grinding still and my knuckles tremble.
But you're worth it all, aren't you?

I really need a new tattoo, but I'm low on inspirations and $.

Hit me with something good in my sleep.

Discarded, how apt.

Wanted to carry this home for future photoshoto purposes but hahaha I looked very murderous walking along King Albert Park in a tank with a license plate. YES MUTHAFUCKA I RIPPED IT OFF A BIKE, NOW YOU REALLY SHOULDN'T BE STARING AT ME SHOULD YOU?



Happy enlistment to all the soon-to-be army men!

Came here with no intentions to drink but ahhhh the beer came and shortly after the johnny walker and the whole time I was pretty flushed so I think alcohol and me are still not friends yet. What a prude.



All in all, thank you Alvin, Kris and Jiaying for a nice Wednesday night.

Had my bak kut teh freshly sent from balestier via Alvin & Kris and I'm a happier girl! And a fatter one. God damn I'm a fatter one okay now I do wish I haven't ate all that.

I was powerfully saddened for a while and it made me entirely prone to bad decisions and what nots and I'm glad I survived all that and only ended up with a small headache.

Well.

What to do.

It really fucking beats me too.

It has been 2 days.

It's nothing.
It doesn't bother me.
I am perfectly okay folks.

Oh but do I fucking want,
To take a rose and crush it till it bleeds.

What an ill phrase coming out from someone trying to be tasteful.

The great gatsby with the girls.

And I cannot stress how amazed I am with the movie. The party scenes were absolutely breathtaking and I wanted so much to be there I teared and when the love came on I teared and I was dramatic.

To experience a great romance.
To have the time of your life.
To be more.

That's all life can ever be about.

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I love my eyes.
I really, really do.

The first time I meet somebody, after the commenting on how short I am yada yada, they'll always start telling me how pretty my eyes are. And I'll smile and humbly say "no la it's my contacts".

And I mean it:





A LA SIA OVEREXPOSED GURLLLL OVEREXPOSED

(too late to fix so I'm sorry for the lighting)















Ignore my vanity heh.

But truly, these are one of my new favourite now! I've always adored gray but brown comes a close second! And it's no wonder, LOOK AT HOW WELL IT MATCHES MY ITS-RED-DAMMIT-NOT-BROWN HAIR!

(okay properly exposed already!)







(the lenses can really do sparkle damage)







My new favourte series of photos heh heh

i. Colour: ★★★☆☆:
- This lavender series has a very soft, very gentle color to it. If you have red/ brown/ mahogany hair, you have to try this pair. It brings out your eyes and gets you compliments everywhere heh.

ii. Comfort: ★★★★☆:
- It feels like a mini massage for my eyes. I was having an eye sore because I applied eyeliner on my eye by accident (dammit Nicole haiyo) and I cleaned it off then put on the lenses and my goddd it felt like teary heaven. So moist so moist.

iii. Enlargement - ★★★★☆:
- My eyes feel like Vanessa Hudgens's - pretty, acorn brown, and 15mm!☺

iv. Overall - ★★★★☆:

I love blinking in these lenses because I can then seductively look up and give all my girlfriends my sultry wink (I do not receive favourable responses WHY NOT HUH APRIL?). I love smiling wider now because the lenses keeps my eyes looking shiny and big and I am a happier girl with my lenses on and my ego better!

Join us brown eyers today.

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Unwind sundays with shisha and the girls.