Today was an appointment at the strangest place in the world.

I realize reliving these incidents no longer anger me. I wouldn't say it's a hopelessness I feel. More like a resolution. That everyone who ever did anything wrong to me will one day see my rise. And I will be happier than anyone of them will ever be.

My 2 front teeth are proof I'm a bunny hahah.

I PASSED PROGRAMMING HALLELUJAH AND I GOT 75% FOR EM3A IT'S A WORLD GONE MAD.

So to celebrate it was Kbox with the girls and Rebel tonight!

7 years of friendship with 2 of the strangest girls in Kranji back then hahah.

And this is me and Hazel whoring it out hahah:

And this is my newest ink!:

Hazel is a shit photographer hahah.

Had a goodnight and rushed off to prepare the house for Belinda and she came along in a little bit. Then we turned our wardrobe upside down and she was having fun picking my stuff for me to wear hahaha so cute.

Cabbed over late and the night was pretty bad at first and I was really upset things might go south so I tried to maintain a happy upkeep and things got crazy better after alcohol and Arena hahaha.

Rebel was so disappointing I can't begin to cry about it, only Bel and Hazel know my woes hahah. But it was such a kickass night hahah I remember distinctly laying in bed and saying god bless Arena hahah.

To the night where I was a one-time Italy fan:

WE LOOK SO PRETTY HAHAHAH.

With my fashion girl aw.

Sat on the shuttle bus for the first time and Wilson, Zhiwei and Htate were being super mean just because they know the bus' route and do not feel the excursion excitement that me and Roy were fanatically feeling hahaha.

I have no recollection at all of what happened after or before. Pretty sure it involved me visiting Hazel at midnight and leaving at 3 in the morning hahah. Very serene, peaceful walk.

Hey world, quick update!

I'm going for a shoot for this goverment army themed commercial and I'm so excited and nervous and worried what if they look at me and go "damnnn our lead is 180cm, this atrocity will not do" and rip my pastel dress of me and throw it on another taller girl THEY BETTER NOT I'LL HAVE THEIR HEADS FOR BREAKFAST.

Time check: 11:25AM // 2 more hours!

Okay so indecisive me has not chosen anything to wear but I have 3 outfits for them to paw through so hopefully one of it will be chosen and I'm going bare-faced praying they have a makeup person for me ah!

Will post up my newest ink gif later!

Good luck Nicole!

Happy birthday 46th mum :)

I'm sorry for my morning outbursts and I'll make it up but honestly you're the best mum I can ask for, you're just bad at expressing yourself sometimes. You're a gracefully aged woman and I only hope when I'm 46, I'll look how you do.

x

Today was my baby day after a long time!

Spent the morning in Hell's wrath and basically upsetted the 2 most important women in my life and spent the better part of the day regretting it and wondering how to make it up. Till now I haven't thought of a fitting make-up sigh.

Well I skipped Tino's Live Music interview and hopefully I was never what they wanted and I didn't waste their time and all. Went to fulfill my hours at school and what do you know, it wasn't too bad. They thank their lucky stars I'm one anal thing when it comes to cleaning stuff.

Anyway baby day! Thought we'd catch a movie or something but we were both in a groggy state so went home and he crashed on the bed while I watched Sun WuKong hehe my secret entertainment.

Today was the day of my first-ever dance audition.

The company is trying out a girl-group for events and entertainment purposes and I really didn't expect them to be so professional nor for them to accept my applicant but they did so I went, without much hope.

Sister most probably got in for the dance part, she deserves it more than anyone else! From the looks of it, it looks like they'll only consider me for hosting and not dancing but all's good la, at least I tried!

Went shopping after and I bought a lot of stuff and ate a lot of stuff to satisfy the crazy amount of insecurity this whole dance audition thing has put me through and it honestly didn't make me better at all, in the least.

I hate being short and puffy.

"I'll go back everytime, just like a heavy drinker."

- Hook, Line and Sinker

Hello world.

Well life has been pretty strange these days. I don't know how to continue but all I know is I'm glad I have my friends and my boyfriend with me. Family I guess I'm as thankful, but I'm most probably going this fucking insane because of them.

10 June: 0856: Dear God please, let my parents see I need my getaways my sleepovers my clubs my pubs I want everything I planned at 16 to materalise by 20 please let them see what I'm so desperate for.

Nicole.

Hi world!

Today my family finally caved me to my repeated and annoying demands of bringing my baby brother to an indoor playground because he's a kids and all kids should fall and cry in a indoor playground before they hit their big 10.

So yay to Jurong Safra!

I love this place!

Came here once and I made friends with these 2 Dutch kids and a Korean/ Japanese one I think. I even have their photo in my old Picasa album. But nonetheless, when we went the place was swarming so no chance of unexpected kiddy friendship.

My mum and dad and sister were struggling with all the structures cause they're all pretty tall then tiny me were running ahead with my baby brother HEH HEH the only place being tiny works.

I LOVE THINGS LIKE THIS. I should go be an adventurer.

Spent maybe 5 hours in before dinner at benten cafe and god I love smoothies. So much that I gave in to Hazel's pestering to share a Groupon take&go blender for $13.50 I think. God damn I'm the best friend in the world.

I also replaced the rebel ring Max broke and bought a new Queen one hahah I'm never going out of my Disney forever after fairytales and also saw my new red love.

Say hello to my tummy strawberry!:

How could I resist, it's so red and tiny and sparkly and it makes me feel like I'm strawberry flavored heh. I've been on my dangly hearts stud for so long that I forgot how a simple one feels. AND ALSO IT'S SO CUTE WHO CAN RESIST IT.

Best $28 spent ever!